Hit bottom, and cry your eyes out. The fun and games are over. Get serious, really serious. Get down on your knees... it's the only way you'll get on your feet.

Being alone, in college, is something that I realize I have never understood until now. When my best friend and love were separated from each other as he went off to his first year of college, he tried to explain to me just the feeling I am understanding now. When I wasn't with him, I had my family to look to, but he had no one. Realizing that feeling, and becoming familiar with it, in a place where nothing else is familiar, opened a dark hole that I crawled into. However, this didn't last long. All it took was realizing I'm not alone at all, in fact I am loved far more than I could imagine. All it took was turning around and seeing a very special book right behind me. 


James 4:10